All my fucked up random thoughts...

I have this problem where, when I try to tell someone my opinion all they wanna do is bitch at me for it cause they don't want to hear the truths about themselves (by the way, I am brutally honest). So, I can't tell anyone around me anything I think, cause everyone gets pissed about, and I need a place to go and vent, or be silly, or whatever!

Your Smile Fades In The Summer: expectingggg <3

dancingbearsmama:

wildchildwisdom:

be ready before you decide to become a mother….

All you young, too young (teenage) girls that are getting pregnant and thinking its gonna be a fairytale:

  • its immature to think that.^
  • youre being unrealistic.
  • your finally gonna understand…

When I got pregnant with Nevets, everyone told me I wasn’t ready, and they didn’t know if I could handle having a child. I knew what I was getting myself into, I used to baby sit an infant over the weekend, and it wasn’t easy, but I think I did a pretty good job. After I got pregnant with Beau though, I was scared shitless, I didn’t think I could handle it, but so far it’s been hard, but not impossible, I think I’m doing an okay job.
Some girls aren’t ready for it though, and they really should learn from other people.

(Source: hiptoyourjiive, via ashley-malfoy)

At 4:34 pm 3 years ago, I had just had my baby boy, Nevets!!! :)

Well, my grandma gave me money to “go out and be human”, which is going to the movies and spending time away from my kids, so I’m going to see the vow.

I’m so bored right now!!!

It absolutely sucks to be broke all the fucking time. To never have money to pay bills, buy diapers and wipes, or to do anything. I’m so tired of just sitting at my house with my two kids constantly.

I deleted my Facebook, too much drama for me.

5 days until Nevets’ bday!!!!

Okay…..so, I just really need to say this. It feels like my family isn’t my family anymore. My sister is doing well for herself, but she didn’t have to become a completely different person to better herself. She’s going to school and looking for a job, so what…that doesn’t mean she has to be a bitch and never want to talk to her own sister! But, I’m the one who is a bitch and has issues? Yes, I AM A BITCH WHO DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR CARE IF I HURT PEOPLE BY MY OPINION, at least I can admit it and not hide from who I really am!!

ladygwendy: jackmylove: ….. does anyone else see the creepy ass demon woman stand over Amanda? o.o Jordan watches me sleep when I forget to turn off my webcam on tinychat.Not scary at all, no. but I JUST noticed what that is in the corner and holy fuck  Um, did you PhotoShop that in there, it is that real? Cause that is creepy as fuck!!!

ladygwendy:

jackmylove:

….. does anyone else see the creepy ass demon woman stand over Amanda? o.o

Jordan watches me sleep when I forget to turn off my webcam on tinychat.
Not scary at all, no.

but I JUST noticed what that is in the corner and holy fuck 

Um, did you PhotoShop that in there, it is that real? Cause that is creepy as fuck!!!

(via finneacht)

There’s a Buffy marathon on the chiller channel!!!! Yay!!!!!